Radical Talk

IT MIGHT SEEM STRANGE TO PEOPLE THAT I HAVE SPEECH BUT USE LETTER BOARDS TO COMMUNICATE.

LIFE WITH SPOKEN WORDS HAS ENABLED ME TO KEEP PEOPLE IN A STATE OF CONFUSION. HAVING SPOKEN WORDS IS CHALLENGING. SOMETIMES THESE WORDS ARE RELIABLE BUT OFTEN THEY ARE NOT. I SAY THINGS THAT I DO NOT MEAN TO BUT I AM NOT ABLE TO STOP MY MOTOR.

SINCE NOT EVERYTHING I SAY IS UNREALIABLE, ONE WAY TO RECOGNIZE IF UNRELIABLE IS TO NOTICE MY SPEECH PATTERN. LISTEN.

EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT SO I CAN’T SPEAK FOR EVERY UNRELIABLE TALKER, BUT I TEND TO SAY MY FAST PACED TALKING IS UNRELIABLE.

ANOTHER SIGN IT’S UNRELIABLE IS IF I SEEM LIKE I MUST GET A CERTAIN RESPONSE OR WON’T CALM DOWN.

FOR ME, MY IDEAS ARE STRUNG TOGETHER IN AN EVERFLOWING WAVE OF THOUGHT. AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT THE THOUGHT MIGHT SLIP OUT OF MY MOUTH. LOTS OF THESE THOUGHTS ARE BACKGROUND NOISE, NOT MY PRIMARY THOUGHT.   THIS IS CONFUSING FOR MANY AND HAS LEAD MANY TO ASSUME, FALSELY, I MIGHT ADD, THAT IS MY WAY OF COMMUNICATING RELIABLY.

I’M CONSTANTLY ASKING MYSELF WHY THE LITTLE SCRIPTS I HAVE ALWAYS MAKE IT OUT, BUT MY HUGE INTERESTING IDEAS STAY IN MY HEAD. THAT IS MANY PEOPLES QUESTION.

EACH DAY HIDDEN INSIDE ME ARE THINKING THOUGHTS THAT I CANNOT CONTROL. MAKING THESE WORDS STOP IS NOT EASY. MINDING THESE (background) THOUGHTS TAKES HALF OF MY BRAIN, LEAVING LITTLE SPACE FOR HARD PROBLEMS.

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